my dad literally just killed a family of spiders in our pantry.
super baby ones and huge ones with black bellies. it was so disgusting.
probably going to play laser tag tomorrow night, and I’m stoked.
it’s as though i drop everything for one,
but life goes on without me.
and i keep trying and trying to catch up
and trying to fix what i’ve missed
while I was looking the other direction,
trying to be better.
trying to find something in the dark.
but trying doesn’t heal this wound
that’s been carved
from the tip of my own knife.
i can hear someone saying,
just stop.
stop trying,
and just be.
because you’re the way you are for a reason
and who you are is perfect.
no need to be better than the rest of the world;
you’re good enough for Me.
so trust Me. rest in Me. and just be. in Me.
I am in San Mateo!
wish me luck for tomorrow! I’m playing in a piano competition. :)
I’m reading into things. and I probably shouldn’t. but I can’t stop.
“put your expectations in the basement.”
best advice I’ve heard all year.
playing with an orchestra is muy dificil.
especially Ravel’s concerto… or maybe it’s just my many random tempo changes…
it was a pretty exciting rehearsal though!
why is it so hard to
get you out of my life?
everywhere I go, everywhere I look
your shadow is chasing me.
I don’t want to see you.
I don’t want to care about you anymore.
can you just get out of my head?
pretty please come off anonymous? and I answered all odds already! so here’s the rest. :)
2. Favorite Christmas present: my new Hello Kitty slippers! they’re so fluffy and cute. except I stepped in my dog’s poop with them so I washed them in the washer and now they feel all chunky. :(
6. Biggest regret: ugh… I just read #8. and now I can’t stop thinking about it. so right now… probably my last kiss…
8. Last kiss: this is embarrassing. please don’t make me answer… I will say, though, that I just kissed my adorable orange, tabby kitten Theodore! hehe. does that count? :)
18. Worst memory: sitting on a park bench feeling numb and not knowing what to say to him to make him change his mind.
hahah yay! ok :)
1. Current cravings: CHOCOLATE FUDGE BROWNIE ICE CREAM. I just finished the pint, but I want moooore!!!
3. Biggest fear: failure in life/the future. that I’ll be terrible at everything I do.
5. Favorite thing about the person you like: I don’t think I like anyone right now.
7. Person you hate: no particular person?
9. Biggest insecurity: my knowledge.
11. Last crush: ummm…. initials KR. super tiny one though. it’s completely gone. haha
13. Childhood memory: one time in elementary school, we had an end of the year talent show. and it was almost my time to go on stage, but I really really had to pee. I told the teacher I needed to go, but she didn’t let me because we didn’t have enough time. so I went on stage… and (you guessed it)… I pissed my skirt. it was quite awkward. because I think I was in 4th grade. (is that childhood enough? haha)
15. Best friend: probably my sister. and Teef Wu :)
17. Last party: in Big Bear a few weeks ago. last time I’ll ever party that hard for a while…
19. Most scandalous thing you’ve done: HA. I’m not very scandalous… but if I was, I probably wouldn’t tell you anyway. ;)
UGHHHH. frustrated.
I always think I’m ready for things, but then I get all flustered on stage and screw up like crazy.
the world could use a little more love. <3
kristi. 19.
california.
music major.
this is me &
these are my animals!
Barcelona. cats. chuck. Ed Sheeran. Fun. glee. harry potter. hart of dixie. hunger games. misfits. merlin. modern family. new girl. the office. once upon a time. passion pit. Phoenix. pretty little liars. Maurice Ravel. Taylor Swift. vampire diaries.
